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I can’t sit, wait,
watch, and do nothing,
just watch and listen -
I can’t stand it –
It’s like a cage – the
theater is a cage,
I can’t sit here and
wait – for what? for –
the end –
this is a cage – the theater
is a cage.
Now the theater is
a cage that holds us
all by its three
dark walls and its
bullshit fourth wall.
I’m stuck here until it’s over.
there’s no way out
for me or for anyone else.

I mean,
the movie is fun.
I can’t speak, because every time I do I expose my own bullshit.
I point the finger at myself.
But I watch movies like this and I’m convinced
nothing is worth anything.

bullshit.

later